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[GIARUS]

When you make fun of someone with a mental disorder

I suffer from ADHD and aspergers.


For the past 2 weeks ive had a friend stay at mine cause he got kicked out of home
this is what i do for people i help people and this is what i get.

In The Past 2 Months ive nearly comitted suicide i was at the edge of the cliff ready to jump put one of my closest friend grabbed me before i could jump. till this day i wish i did jump cause i bet if i did die know one on respawn would care no would care if i died.

In this last year i have struggled with my education due 2 my learning disabilitys. i also struggly to soliaze.

everyday passes and everyday i just wanna end my life and for you people to make a post like this.
just makes me wanna get in my car and drive off the cliff.
All you do is care about yaselves but you don't know what you are doing to others.

For the past 2 years ive had 2 deal with my mum having cancer so everyday i watch as my mum slowly gets better hoping that one day she will be cured

in the past 6 months i lost a very close Auntie to cancer i sat and watched her 2 boys cry
i was close in losing my mum due 2 a blood clot

My life is like a roller coaster and it never stops

atm the one thing that keeps me happy is my gf laura
she knows what to do when im down she brings me back up

My friends have been with me through alot of tuff times
My family 2 but my family is slowly spliting apart one another hating each other

My hero in life would be my dad he has done so much atm he has torn a muscle in his leg and he still works no matter what to support are family

Now what are you thoughts on my life

[GIARUS]

Ive had same as u jeffy except i was bullied since i was 2 and still am
as i said the last thing that keeps me happy is my gf laura
my mum and dad are pritty juch my biggest hero's the have been through every little obstical from my disabilitys from my reading and writing problems and my comunication and social skills

[Jen]

Ive had same as u jeffy except i was bullied since i was 2 and still am
as i said the last thing that keeps me happy is my gf laura
my mum and dad are pritty juch my biggest hero's the have been through every little obstical from my disabilitys from my reading and writing problems and my comunication and social skills

Yes I understand that and so does everyone here. Instead of saying I have "xxx" wrong. Do something about it. I applied to go back to TAFE next year and I'm waiting on my application outcome purely because for the last 3 years I have been a call centre monkey and I hate it. Yes I understand you have a learning disability but one thing I learnt from driving a wheelchair capable taxi cab was that all of these people with their various disabilities get on with their lives. They make do with what hand they've been dealt. I drove one guy to/from various places on a regular basis, he was completely blind but he still go out and did what he wanted. Another guy in a wheelchair on a regular basis went out with friends to concerts, clubs etc. You can do it, but whilst you have this defeatist attitude you wont. Please speak to a support place such as beyondblue or your local health service, it will do you the world of good.

As spitefultongue said, dont hide behind the fact that you have these issues, embrace them. Learn to live with them and do some adult learning classes, go back to a TAFE college and overcome them. You can only over come them by saying "Yes I can".

[GIARUS]

Ive had same as u jeffy except i was bullied since i was 2 and still am
as i said the last thing that keeps me happy is my gf laura
my mum and dad are pritty juch my biggest hero's the have been through every little obstical from my disabilitys from my reading and writing problems and my comunication and social skills

Yes I understand that and so does everyone here. Instead of saying I have "xxx" wrong. Do something about it. I applied to go back to TAFE next year and I'm waiting on my application outcome purely because for the last 3 years I have been a call centre monkey and I hate it. Yes I understand you have a learning disability but one thing I learnt from driving a wheelchair capable taxi cab was that all of these people with their various disabilities get on with their lives. They make do with what hand they've been dealt. I drove one guy to/from various places on a regular basis, he was completely blind but he still go out and did what he wanted. Another guy in a wheelchair on a regular basis went out with friends to concerts, clubs etc. You can do it, but whilst you have this defeatist attitude you wont. Please speak to a support place such as beyondblue or your local health service, it will do you the world of good.

As spitefultongue said, dont hide behind the fact that you have these issues, embrace them. Learn to live with them and do some adult learning classes, go back to a TAFE college and overcome them. You can only over come them by saying "Yes I can".

Yeh ive applied for my tafeing net year at VU werribee doing computer engineering genral diploma
and i used to go to a special group where i saw lots of people who had disaplities
my brother hated taking me there cause he wanted me 2 have a normal life

[R4N]

Yeh ive applied for my tafeing net year at VU werribee doing computer engineering genral diploma
and i used to go to a special group where i saw lots of people who had disaplities
my brother hated taking me there cause he wanted me 2 have a normal life

Good job, i went there and did that exact course last year

While I havent had as many of the problems that many people on this thread have opened up about, I can understand your situation and from now on ill lay off the spelling mistake taunting

I agree with daemo on the topic of most PC junkies/lanners/gamers have aspergers to some degree, and with this in mind it can be very difficult to interact normally with people. This is a problem i have in spades. At respawn I am able to talk to people normally, because I'm surrounded by 400 people like me, and to be honest its awesome. In the real world I find striking up conversations very difficult, but it is something I have forced myself to do through work and my studies.

What I could recommend giarus, is during Respawn, get to know people, open up a quality dialog and youll probably find that you will create some meaningful discussions and even friendships. 90% of my best friends are now respawners, and I would not be as happy as I am today without them

Feel free to come and have a chat to me at V15

R4N

[GIARUS]

Yeh ive applied for my tafeing net year at VU werribee doing computer engineering genral diploma
and i used to go to a special group where i saw lots of people who had disaplities
my brother hated taking me there cause he wanted me 2 have a normal life

Good job, i went there and did that exact course last year

While I havent had as many of the problems that many people on this thread have opened up about, I can understand your situation and from now on ill lay off the spelling mistake taunting

I agree with daemo on the topic of most PC junkies/lanners/gamers have aspergers to some degree, and with this in mind it can be very difficult to interact normally with people. This is a problem i have in spades. At respawn I am able to talk to people normally, because I'm surrounded by 400 people like me, and to be honest its awesome. In the real world I find striking up conversations very difficult, but it is something I have forced myself to do through work and my studies.

What I could recommend giarus, is during Respawn, get to know people, open up a quality dialog and youll probably find that you will create some meaningful discussions and even friendships. 90% of my best friends are now respawners, and I would not be as happy as I am today without them

Feel free to come and have a chat to me at V15

R4N

Considering i see u most of the time everywhere i go
i can talk to u more
thats why when i go to respawn i always go with a group of friends not just by myself
people who usally come in my group are
Poelwyk TechL Nucleus Xevious Sharks Anachary Jemmasauras Ihasflavour gamerman
But this respawn i hope 2 make more new friends.
it won't be hard to find me
best chances ill be wearing my jager beanie or my mafia style hat