QUOTE (GIARUS @ Nov 24 2009, 03:38 PM)

Ive had same as u jeffy except i was bullied since i was 2 and still am
as i said the last thing that keeps me happy is my gf laura
my mum and dad are pritty juch my biggest hero's the have been through every little obstical from my disabilitys from my reading and writing problems and my comunication and social skills
Yes I understand that and so does everyone here. Instead of saying I have "xxx" wrong. Do something about it. I applied to go back to TAFE next year and I'm waiting on my application outcome purely because for the last 3 years I have been a call centre monkey and I hate it. Yes I understand you have a learning disability but one thing I learnt from driving a wheelchair capable taxi cab was that all of these people with their various disabilities get on with their lives. They make do with what hand they've been dealt. I drove one guy to/from various places on a regular basis, he was completely blind but he still go out and did what he wanted. Another guy in a wheelchair on a regular basis went out with friends to concerts, clubs etc. You can do it, but whilst you have this defeatist attitude you wont. Please speak to a support place such as beyondblue or your local health service, it will do you the world of good.
As spitefultongue said, dont hide behind the fact that you have these issues, embrace them. Learn to live with them and do some adult learning classes, go back to a TAFE college and overcome them. You can only over come them by saying "Yes I can".