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[GIARUS]

When you make fun of someone with a mental disorder

I suffer from ADHD and aspergers.


For the past 2 weeks ive had a friend stay at mine cause he got kicked out of home
this is what i do for people i help people and this is what i get.

In The Past 2 Months ive nearly comitted suicide i was at the edge of the cliff ready to jump put one of my closest friend grabbed me before i could jump. till this day i wish i did jump cause i bet if i did die know one on respawn would care no would care if i died.

In this last year i have struggled with my education due 2 my learning disabilitys. i also struggly to soliaze.

everyday passes and everyday i just wanna end my life and for you people to make a post like this.
just makes me wanna get in my car and drive off the cliff.
All you do is care about yaselves but you don't know what you are doing to others.

For the past 2 years ive had 2 deal with my mum having cancer so everyday i watch as my mum slowly gets better hoping that one day she will be cured

in the past 6 months i lost a very close Auntie to cancer i sat and watched her 2 boys cry
i was close in losing my mum due 2 a blood clot

My life is like a roller coaster and it never stops

atm the one thing that keeps me happy is my gf laura
she knows what to do when im down she brings me back up

My friends have been with me through alot of tuff times
My family 2 but my family is slowly spliting apart one another hating each other

My hero in life would be my dad he has done so much atm he has torn a muscle in his leg and he still works no matter what to support are family

Now what are you thoughts on my life

[Jen]

I'm going to be the first to say this, everyone has a dig at everyone. I cop it a fair bit and I too have had a roller coaster life. I was bullied my entire school life.

Given you have mentioned suicide, my only suggestion would be to talk about it to someone who is neutral and has no idea about the life you lead. That way you get an independant assessment. I believe Crenn has already stepped up and sent you a contact number for some support services. There is no shame in seeking help. I've done it, I know a number of people who have done it, even now a friend I call a close friend talked to me for many hours until very late about how it helped and now it's helping me too.

Please I understand we rip on you over your spelling and what not. It is all in a bit of fun and nobody unless you told them would ever have known this. Speak to someone about how you feel, do not commit suicide. I know you've thought about it but really is this what you want?